Vivian in wonderland

Minus 20 something degrees creates a perfect sunny weather to take some shots on the frozen lakes. 
Me and my friend went to Otepää for this case..ran on ice and had a lovely lunch in the tower where you can have a perfect view for the lake and landscape. The whole way we were driving there it was like a winter wonderland.

Miinus 20 kraadi loob perfektse päikselise ilma pildistamiseks. Läksime sel korral sõbrannaga Otepääle järvele jalutama..lõpuks muidugi jooksime ja pildusime lund taevasse (muidugi see langes näole ja pärast olime armsad pandanäod). Pärastpoole sõime tornis lõunat. Kuigi seal on toidumenüüs keskeltläbi 5 asja, siis need 5 asja on maitsvad ja vaade järvele ja maastikule on lihtsalt vapustav.

New hair, new boots, new life

Lately many things have happened but yet nothing has happened. I have had lack of inspiration for a while now but I have a suspicion that things are about to change.

Well, what's been up? I have been working like a crazy person and in a short period of time I have had several accidents. First I fell on ice and had to wear my hand tied round my neck. And then I slipped in the bath and lied there unconscious for a while which was pretty scary and the thought of it still gives me chills. But nevertheless, it made me think how short life is and how we should only live the best version of it and I have been losing track of my version.

About girly stuff..I got new haircut, new boots from Vagabond (I just love love love them), new scarf, new beanie hat, new parfum from Chanel (it's so me, I think I will use it within a month), new phone. And not any phone..I bought myself first time a smartphone. I have been postponing buying a smartphone for several reasons..lousy batteries, possibility to get an addiction of it, unreasonable prices..But when I was literally the only person among my friends who hadn't it I decided what the heck, I'll buy one too. And all the reasons came true..battery lasts one day and I quite seem to be addicted to it. But yet, I love it and am happy about my purchase. 

Viimasel ajal on nii palju juhtunud, aga samas nagu isikliku arengu mõttes pole midagi juhtunud. Mul on mõnda aega olnud inspiratsiooni puudus, kuid mul on tunne, et see hakkab muutuma.

Niisiis, mis uudist? Ma olen ennast segaseks töötanud ja üpris lühikese aja jooksul on mul mitmeid õnnetusi juhtunud. Kaks tõsisemat olid jääl kukkumine, nii et pidin kätt ümber kaela seotuna kandma ja vannis libisemine, nii et kukkusin kuklaga vastu vanni äärt ja mõnda aega olin teadvuseta. See oli nii õudne, et siiamaani tulevad külmavärinad. Igatahes, need sündmused panid mind mõtlema, kui lühike elu on ja kõik inimesed peaksid elama enda elu parimat versiooni ja minu versioon ja tee selleni on kuhugi uitama läinud. 

Aga plikalikest asjadest..mul on uus soeng, uued saapad (Vagabondilt, hetkel veel olen täielikus vaimustuses neist), uus sall, müts, lõhn Chanel Chance eau Tendre (see on nii mina, et valan ennast sellega pidevalt täiesti üle..loodan, et kuugi vastu peab) ja uus telefon. Aga mitte igasugune telefon, vaid nutitelefon. Minu jaoks on see suur samm, kuna olin väga pikalt nutitelefoni ostmise vastu. Nende kehvad akud, inimeste sõltuvus ja pidev näppimine, kohati väga ebamõistlikud hinnad..Kuid kui ma olin oma sõprade seas juba tõesti ainus, kellel seda polnud, mõtlesin, et mis seal ikka..Ja nii ma siis nüüd olen samasugune telefoninäppijast sõltlane, kes peab iga paari tunni tagant akut laadima:D

Weekends

 Nature was so golden..I didn't adjust any colors.

It has been a tradition for me for a while now to get some fresh flowers on weekends..home is so much more alive with some flowers in it.

Also laughing and dancing..and most of the weekends I try to go to parks or forest to get some quality air. This time I visited Meenikunno's bog. It was so nice, though there was so much people. If anyone wanted to escape to the nature to be alone, this was not the place:D

Also lately I've been drawing a little. I loaned this drawing book which I think is very useful if someone wants to learn drawing people. I haven't used it yet but soon I will since I want to develop my drawing skills (especially I need some help with drawing hands/fingers). 

And for last but not least my dear chilly plant is full of it's power. For a moment I thought the pods will never get red. It's so cute, I think I won't eat any of it.

Viimasel ajal on mul tekkinud palju toredaid traditsioone nädalavahetuseks. Üks on värskete lillede hankimine. Lilled muudavad toa hoopis elavamaks ja annavad sellele värskust juurde.

Teine tantsimine, naermine nii et valus hakkab...Värske õhu saamiseks üritan kas looduses või pargis jalutamas käia. Seekord sattusin Meenikunno matkarajale. Võrratult ilus koht, kuid kahjuks nii palju inimesi...et kui tahta rahu ja vaikust, siis see poleks päris see koht. 

Viimasel ajal olen natuke kritseldama hakanud jälle. Noorena meeldis mulle väga joonistamine, kuid pole selle hobiga juba ca 10 aastat tegelenud. Laenasin ühe õpetliku raamatu, kuid pole seda veel kasutada jõudnud. Kui keegi soovib inimesi õppida paberile visandama (eriti naisi..või riideid disainida endale), siis tasub see raamat hankida.

Ning viimaseks, mu kallis tsilli taim on hakanud lõpuks täit elu elama ja kaunad muutuvad punaseks. Korraks ma mõtlesin, et tegemist mingi rohekaunalise taimega, kuid nüüd mu nunnu on nii ilus, et ma ei raatsi tõenaoliselt ühtegi vilja söögiks tarvitada.

The beautiful fall

This fall is so beautiful, so many colors on leaves, so much sunshine. 
Last weekend my sis was visiting with her baby and we went to discover Karlova's area. There was such a cute park I even had no idea about. Also we visited papa's garden for fresh groceries.
Also, lately I've been going nuts by black nails. There was a time when I didn't like black nails at all, but lately it's the only color I would like to see on my nails.

Selle aasta sügis on nii ilus ja värviline.
Eelmine nädal oli mu õde lapsega külas ja käisime sel korral Karlova linnaosa avastamas. Leidsime ühe armsa pargi, mille olemasolust mul aimugi polnud. Käisime ka isa aias värsket ja mürgitamata kraami noppimas.
Viimasel ajal on mul tekkinud tohutu musta vaimustus, mida mul pole eales varem olnud. Ka küüned on mustad, mis varem mulle üldse ei meeldinud.  Kui ühel päeval vahelduseks punaseks võõpasin, siis see tundus nii vale. Eks näis, kaua see periood kestab:D

Alter ego Creme Caramel color conditioner

While last year I did not find a conditioner that would shade my hair to orange caramel, this year I got more lucky. There is a conditioner from Alter Ego sold in Rosalinda store (it was maybe 15 euros or something). It made my hair quite orange but it fades more to caramel with few washes. It gets totally washed out with approx 2 weeks when washing your hair in every other day. On pictures my hair have been washed once after coloring my hair with the conditioner.

Kui eelmine aasta ma ei leidnud toonivat palsamit, mis mu juuksed oranzi karamelli tooni teeks, siis see aasta on Rosalindi poodidesse tulnud Alter Ego toonijad ja seal ka Creme Caramel toon. Esimese pesuga jäävad juuksed üpris oranzid, kuid pesudega kulub see rohkem helebeeziks. Täielikult tuleb tooniv palsam pesudega välja ca kahe nädalaga, kui juuksed ülepäeviti pesta. Pildil olen juukseid korra läbi pesnud pärast palsami kasutamist.

Sunday is back at my house..

After 3 weeks in Tallinn I am finally back in Tartu. It was such a nice morning yesterday...besides the fact that it was so good to wake up at my own bed (especially when after leaving Tallinn I first went to a party house in the woods for a birthday and I did not get much sleep:D), a friend of mine was visiting her home town and came to see me in the morning..we made pancakes and had a coffee. A coffee maker was one of the surprises I found at my house. Also my chilly plant had green pods..can't wait to see them turning red. And to water my chilly I had a new watering can. There is also one more newcomer in my house, a pillow I bought from Hemtex. For other stuff I have to thank my mom for.

It is good to be home though I even got used to Tallinn with those few weeks. But landing home was fun..Besides washing big piles of laundry:D 

Pärast 3 nädalat Tallinnas olemist sain lõpuks koju Tartusse. Lisaks sellele, et oma voodis on väga mõnus ärgata (Tallinna ja Tartu vahele jäi ka üks sünnipäev peomajas, kus ma ilmselgelt väga palju magada ei saanud:D), tegi mu hommiku toredaks ka sõbranna külaskäik, kes kodulinna külastamas oli. Me küpsetasime pannkooke ja tegime kohvi. Viimase jaoks on mul nüüd uus ilus "masin". Lisaks kohvikeetjale on mu aknalauale tekkinud ka uus kastekann ning kastekannu kõrval potis ilutsevad tšilli kaunad. Ma ei suuda ära oodata, kui nad punaseks lähevad..hetkel veel rohelised. Lisaks eelnevale on üks uustulnuk veel koju diivanile maandunud Hemtexist ostetud padja näol.

My portrait

Here are the portraits I made after being inspired by Irving Penn exhibition. At this moment I am in general fascinated by black and white photography. 

Siin on mõningad minu portreefotod, mille tegemise isu tekkis mul pärast Irving Penni näituse külastamist. Hetkel paelub mind üleüldiselt must-valge fotograafia.